My heart is heavy full of all my heartbreaks within my life.
My heart is heavy because I do not know how to voice my feelings.
My heart is heavy because I hold on to hurt like a granary of food.
My heart is heavy because I hold onto hurt like a badge of honor.
My heart is heavy and I have grown to like the burden.
My heart is heavy and I relish the feelings of despair and disillusionment it brings me.
My heart is heavy and the look of sadness brings me comfort.
My heart is heavy and I continously fight anyone who tries to relieve my burden.
When u see me passby you,
And I look at you with my eyes full of sadness,
A lopsided smile that may look genuine,
A slight wave of the hand to draw your attention from ingenuity of my smile
While u might be tempted to query the state of my wellbeing
With some misguided hope that this time I might lighten my burdens to you
Barely listening, but planning to offer a solution I do not need
Please know that I enjoy lonely walks
All because alone I have no one to disappoint.
Alone, I find solace and comfort that only my heavy heart can provide.
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