At what point do you know that your life has changed for the better. At what point do you know that the people you have met in your life have changed the way you think about so many things. Do you take time to notice, record, remember the little incidents in your life that have made a difference? Do you know how much is happening around you do not even realise? Our lives change every second of every day, each in a different way, for a different purpose and changes our lives, our thinking, understanding and even appreciation of so much.
I was reading a blog of my favorite author, “Paulo Coelho” about “what is a miracle?” One respondent mentioned that,- “A miracle is communicating with others and finding oneself.” The more we interact with people, we get to learn something about ourselves that we didn’t know existed. I met someone I call happiness, because that is exactly the feeling I get when I am with him, happiness. He came at a time I didn’t even expect him, swept me off my feet like the gallant gentleman he is. He feels like home to him. When I am in his arms, I understand what the books always used to say about feeling at home, cared for, safe, belonging. He is my home, my safe refuge. He is my miracle.
He came at a time when I had lost hope in finding a man who saw beyond just the sex… It does feel like he sees more of me than I realize or give him credit for. But now that I have him, I feel like I am scaring him away, or overthinking and wishing for more than he is ready to offer. I am supposed to be learning patience but at times it is hard, I just want it to be magical as it was the first time….we flowed, didn’t think it, just liked what we both had going on.
This brings me to mention that when we have something good going on, we should relax, take a deeeeeep breath and enjoy the wonderful moments. Don’t ask for more than you have because u might lose it all.
I have found my happiness, I do not know yet if it’s the love that I have been waiting for but I am glad to have at least found and know what happiness with a wonderful man feels like. I have spent my life looking for this kind of feeling and I am grateful to have found it. Do not give up hope on finding your happiness keep looking, it will suprise you.
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